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- It has been about 4 months since I last cut myself. It has been very hard at times, and there have been a number of times that I have found myself sitting in my room with a razor to my skin and a bottle of peroxide and pile of tissues beside me,...
- Does anyone else here feel that, to a degree, their struggle with depression is a blessing in the form of a curse? Sometimes I think that my depression provides me with a much deeper sensitivity than most people ever achieve. Oftentimes this...
- It's always the little things that trigger me. Sure, when big things happens I get depressed too, but it's almost less painful because I can tell myself that I have a reason to feel the way I do. Most of the time, it's stupid little things that set...
- I'm rarely alone. I live with 3 other people, I work a lot, and I go to school. There are almost always people around. When I do get alone time it's not long-lived.. usually between me getting home and the roommates getting home. It's so much harder...
- Its been over 5 months... almost 6... since he ripped my heart to shreds. I thought it would be easier over time but it hasn't been. It's been harder and harder every day and I don't know what to do anymore. I thought that cutting him out by...
- I am going through a really rough patch, and just need some comfort and maybe some advice if you have any to offer.I've been spiraling downward for months now. I guess it began with my break up at the end of the summer. He was my first love, and it...
- I desperately need to be able to concentrate right now. I have a paper due on Wednesday and I haven't even put a dent in the readings that I need to do to even start writing the paper because I have been having such a hard time concentrating lately...
- I've been lacking motivation all semester, and I just don't know what to do about it. I keep trying to motivate myself, but to no avail. In my mind I know that I love school and I want to do well, but my heart is just not in it and I don't know what...
- A feeling of hopelessnessTakes me over againIve been here beforeI know what to expectI spiral downwardsInto the abysmal pitOf hatredOf fearI tread these angry watersI try to escapeMuch like beforeBut this hell will stop at nothingUntil it has...
- I can't keep going right now. Everything is just too hard. Life is too fucking hard and I can't take it. It just keeps piling up and piling up and I'm simply not adequately able to deal with it all. School is pretty much impossible right now, I...
- that ever happened to me turns out to have been the worst. I was completely in love with the guy I was dating this summer. We were perfectly happy, we were.. in one word... perfect. He was everything I have been looking for in a guy. I've never felt...
- Hey guys.. I've been doing really well lately, which is why I haven't been on for a while. I wrote a journal entry explaining how my life has been the last few months...
- So.. my one guy friend.. we had gotten a lot closer throughout this school year. I really enjoy hanging out with him, and I thought that we were really good friends. We ended up sleeping together a couple of times, and it was cool.. totally not...
- Sounds silly. That's kind of the point. But.. here's what you do to utilize a technique called "Laugh Therapy"You simply start laughing. Who cares how fake it is. How silly it is. Eventually, after you force yourself to laugh for a few minutes,...
- I think it's time for an upper on this board.So.. how let's start a "somebody loves me" thread.Here's how it works -- Everyone who reads this post simply names one person you they know loves them. Bet it'll make us all feel a little more...