lobbyloo

well, ive still been feeing really down today...but ive spoken too my beautiful boy :)he has skype so im speaking too him, as i write this..hes absolutely amazing.....oh my god i love him! xxx

The last few years has been like a black hole sucking me in, into nothing but darkness and pain.its like theres no end too my suffering, like im a burden too the world.mum, i dont want you too think...

This letter is dedicated too the one woman that i adored, the woman that cared for me and loved me for the person I am.My nanna.hello my beautiful angel,how are you? hope your okay up there in...

well.today, has been one of those days.cant figure out if its good, if its bad.my day was fine other than the weather putting me in a bad mood! i hate being  cold!then i managed too cheer myself up...

well,where do i start!love eh?why does it feel like heaven but hurt like hell!i seem too have an internet love!im going too meet him in the next couple of months hopefully.i dont even know where too...

well im sat here thinking about my miscarriage and it seems the only way for me too get through this is too write a letter.so here goes :)too my precious child teegan/colbypeople say that everything...

well, i finally managed too get too sleep at 4.30ami just couldnt sleep, i think things were really weighing me down!i woke up too a text from my special boy, which put a really big smile on my face...

i feel so awful today, everything seems too be going wrong.i was 14 weeks pregnant and had a miscarriage, and although i feel everything happens for a reason, i cant seem too find the reason for...

Well, this is my first entry for a couple of months and although a lot of things has happened since my last entry, somehow i've managed to keep it together.i've somehow found the strength and the...

its been a while since i last wrote one of these..........well things have got worse.....and worse......and worse......i got into a fight a couple of days a go and got beat up!!if im honest i have...

why do things always go wrong!things are going round and round in my head!thoughts and feelings and everything else!i cant get rid of themi wud give absolutely anything to have a  tiny bit of...

you will read this and no who i meani cant lose u! without u keeping me sane and looking after me i have no one!what has happened to make u feek this bad!i love u so much!dont leave me!i will kill...

im scared..scared of admitting when im downscared of peoplescared of going outscared of life but most of all im scared offMYSELF!my mum wonders why i dont tell people about me cutting myselfits not...

the voices in my head are coming to get me!theeir saying horrible things!their coming to kill me!their scaring me VOICES PLEASE JUST GO AWAY, I JUST WANT YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE!WHAT HAVE I...

oh my god today i have felt really down..i just feel so worthless i think my life would be better if i was dead!  my mum has just told me she doesnt think shes gonna live much longer!im scared...