THINGS ARE GOING TOTALLY WRONG!

why do things always go wrong!things are going round and round in my head!thoughts and feelings and everything else!i cant get rid of themi wud give absolutely anything to have a  tiny bit of happiness in my life! to have someone that actually loves and cares about me for the person i am!people tell me im gonna get better but i no their lying!depression just doesnt go away! its doesnt just dissappear!u never get better!it doesnt many how many time u try fooling yourself its not going to go away!no one seems to understand that my life is totally ruined!SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME!