the love i have for daniel

well,
where do i start!
love eh?
why does it feel like heaven but hurt like hell!
i seem too have an internet love!
im going too meet him in the next couple of months hopefully.
i dont even know where too begin with him, hes just amazing
and although hes going too read this and disagree, i beg too differ!
hes like the sparkle in my eye.
when i woke up this morning i had a text from him, and the smile that formed on my face was amazing.
hes everything i could ever want and more.
theirs just one slight thing getting in the way.
his ex.
he still feels for her, and yeah it does crush me into a million pieces everytime i think about it. and it kills me too talk about her but what are friends for!
he can tell me anything and i hope he knows that!
hes gonna read this and think " lacey stop rambling"
" life is like a basket of turds - the roses grow out of the turds"
they were his words and hes right :)
hes my special boy, and i cant give up on him
i'll wait forever!