lobbyloo

i feel so awful today, everything seems too be going wrong.i was 14 weeks pregnant and had a miscarriage, and although i feel everything happens for a reason, i cant seem too find the reason for...

Well, this is my first entry for a couple of months and although a lot of things has happened since my last entry, somehow i've managed to keep it together.i've somehow found the strength and the...

its been a while since i last wrote one of these..........well things have got worse.....and worse......and worse......i got into a fight a couple of days a go and got beat up!!if im honest i have...

why do things always go wrong!things are going round and round in my head!thoughts and feelings and everything else!i cant get rid of themi wud give absolutely anything to have a  tiny bit of...

you will read this and no who i meani cant lose u! without u keeping me sane and looking after me i have no one!what has happened to make u feek this bad!i love u so much!dont leave me!i will kill...

im scared..scared of admitting when im downscared of peoplescared of going outscared of life but most of all im scared offMYSELF!my mum wonders why i dont tell people about me cutting myselfits not...

the voices in my head are coming to get me!theeir saying horrible things!their coming to kill me!their scaring me VOICES PLEASE JUST GO AWAY, I JUST WANT YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE!WHAT HAVE I...

well, i didnt think i'd be writing this so soon baby girl, but it seems that your life has been taken in a tragic way.17 years old and your gone, and i wish i could tell you one last time that i...

hello everyone, im just writing too say that im leaving ds.i have my own personal reasons for leaving, and i apologise too my friends that im gonna leave behind.i've met some amazing people on here...

well, where too start.erm, as you know my ex boyfriends sister has been a problem for me lately.well, you see i had a contract phone out in my ex partners mums name ( Anita)me and my partner split up...

i feel a little bit better today.dont get me wrong i still feel really depressed, tired and poorly but somethings making me push through today.somethings making me want too live, and i have no idea...

i want too diei want too diei want too diei want too diei want too diei want too diei want too diei want too diei want too diei want too diei want too diei want too diei want too diei want too diei...

why the fuck do i even fucking bother.all ive ever tried too fucking do is too be there for other people, too help other people... ive never gave a fuck about myself, ive always put other people...

why do i fall in love?why do i get so attached?i truly love him, and he just doesnt love me back...not in the way i want him too.:'(it hurts..

well, ive still been feeing really down today...but ive spoken too my beautiful boy :)he has skype so im speaking too him, as i write this..hes absolutely amazing.....oh my god i love him! xxx