lobbyloo

todayy at school there was a lil incident with my self confidence.i have to do p.e and i got really upset about it because i couldnt do it and i thought everyone was juding me and staring at me.my...

today has been crap...been being sick all day i really hope im not pregnant.i cant bring another life into this mess!i cant be a good mum with the way i amim far to young and i know everyone will say...

today has been so bad my auntie who is alcohol dependant got rushed into hospital on 6th september as she had drank way to much and the nursessaid she will not be here for christmas if she carried on...

sometime you face the daythe day when your life slowly drifts away was it by accident, was it fatepeople only ever seem to hatein your head things go round, you find yourself being kicked to the...

say goodbye to everything, to the memories and the painsay goodbye to me, my problems have made me go insane i'll leave u to your life so u can fix it upi know i didnt make things better so good bye...

my therapise really isnt helpin since last writing one of these i have taken 3 over doses and ha to have my stimach pumped i have got new scars on my arm nd i have found out im bulimic! what do i do...

i thought things were getting better until i cut mysellf 3 times last wednesday the day after my birthday.im starting to think i need to go doctors and get some more help as i will end up not being...

i also forgot to say that i took an over dose last week

today has probably got to be one of the worst days.i hace cut fifteen times todayi have made myslef sick 5 timeswhat is wrong with me? why cant i be a normal person 

stop cutting

where do i start. everything seems to be going wrong considered jumping off the bridge onto the main road yesterday. as if life wasnt bad enough with the self harming i am know making myself sick it...

my life recently is hell i have just lost my nana and uncle in the space of three weeks and also my baby cousin is in hospital. why does everythign always o wrong for my family. ITS NOT FAIR!!!!!!!....

i have been crying for about 20 mins i miss my uncle so much its thefirst time i have actually shown my emotions about his death why does it always happen to my family

today has been shit i found out my uncle died and i fell apart i feel like im in the bottom of a big black hole with no way out

today has been absolutely fantastic didnt go doctors as mum could not get out of bed the invalid haha i love her reallyshe found my poem book that has got my poems in that i wrote when i was holding...