lobbyloo

i havent wrote one of these for a long time now.last night was very hard i told my mum that i had been self harming i now have an appointment with the doctor tomorrow morning.hopefully everything...

where do i start. everything seems to be going wrong considered jumping off the bridge onto the main road yesterday. as if life wasnt bad enough with the self harming i am know making myself sick it...

my life recently is hell i have just lost my nana and uncle in the space of three weeks and also my baby cousin is in hospital. why does everythign always o wrong for my family. ITS NOT FAIR!!!!!!!....

i have been crying for about 20 mins i miss my uncle so much its thefirst time i have actually shown my emotions about his death why does it always happen to my family

today has been shit i found out my uncle died and i fell apart i feel like im in the bottom of a big black hole with no way out

today has been absolutely fantastic didnt go doctors as mum could not get out of bed the invalid haha i love her reallyshe found my poem book that has got my poems in that i wrote when i was holding...

i havent wrote one of these for a long time now.last night was very hard i told my mum that i had been self harming i now have an appointment with the doctor tomorrow morning.hopefully everything...

 today is got to be one of the  worst days i have ever had i have cried and cried for the past few hours it seems my life is a messlots of people are trying to help especially lonelylee and i...

well, i didnt think i'd be writing this so soon baby girl, but it seems that your life has been taken in a tragic way.17 years old and your gone, and i wish i could tell you one last time that i...

hello everyone, im just writing too say that im leaving ds.i have my own personal reasons for leaving, and i apologise too my friends that im gonna leave behind.i've met some amazing people on here...

well, where too start.erm, as you know my ex boyfriends sister has been a problem for me lately.well, you see i had a contract phone out in my ex partners mums name ( Anita)me and my partner split up...

i feel a little bit better today.dont get me wrong i still feel really depressed, tired and poorly but somethings making me push through today.somethings making me want too live, and i have no idea...

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why the fuck do i even fucking bother.all ive ever tried too fucking do is too be there for other people, too help other people... ive never gave a fuck about myself, ive always put other people...

why do i fall in love?why do i get so attached?i truly love him, and he just doesnt love me back...not in the way i want him too.:'(it hurts..