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My I wants, My blog entry today

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These are my soul groanings and where my depression gets me, yes, I know it seems all happiness I portray based on another, not completely, I have been weary for so long, honestly to be held in truly loving arms would feel like a miracle. Much Love ...
Alone

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I feel completely alone tonight, not wanting to realize what my life has become, existing with someone who now hates me mostly, not even friends much less anything else, I have wanted to feel wanted and loved for so long, and pieces I did have of...
Lifeless

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So many times, people I am sure post for attention, I need none, I have been without it for so long, I wanted to be loved, the one I love does not love me, and is so angry and hard, I have nothing left, my kids are keeping me going, can't focus on...
Anxiousness and Depression

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Seems my plight continues to dwindle, the one person I have wanted for some time and loved does not want nor love me, I have been one that definitely wasn't perfect, but wants to correct all I can, and has had these areas to work on always brought...
Alone

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Feeling a bit alone. even surrounded by others I am in so many ways, Thankful for friends here, and hope some will still add me and talk to me, make it a great Thanksgiving, and I am thankful for you.
Friday!

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To all that would read, we are worth much! We matter much! Know that no matter the situation, and how hard things seem, changes can be and are at our fingertips for the better, we have to plan, to intent to goal, and to know that good things don't...
Done and done

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I have nothing in me that wants to live, except my kids, when you think of your kids faces, and break down, and know they will get so much support from you, and yet you wanted the whole thing, the loving family, the loving wife, I realize I made...
Doctor

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I go to the doctor tomorrow, if I am not medicated, I will finish off the damage in my family, I have no control of my mind and letting it bleed out, I have found a couple old script xanax that helped me tonight, and fight the demons constant,...
Therapy

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Today I go to my therapist, still have a doc visit a couple weeks out, and know I need meds to calm me, I can't stop my mind, I can't stop dragging negative to me, I am trying, I am trying to stay at work, and go to the gym, and not drink, everyday...
Depression from so much anxiousness

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My gosh really, at these moments in my life, I want to drop fear, and worry and chaos, I know that good things come to me when I do, every time I turn around, someone says something that I dissect, loved ones, what did she mean by that, is she going...
Anxious about everything

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My gosh really, at these moments in my life, I want to drop fear, and worry and chaos, I know that good things come to me when I do, every time I turn around, someone says something that I dissect, loved ones, what did she mean by that, is she going...
Sexual addiction or mood displacement

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I sometimes feel I have a sex addiction, I can go for hours and 5-7 times a day wouldn't be unheard of in sessions, if I don't have sex within a couple days I start getting depressed and feeling like the world is ending and not a person loves me or...
Mind Melts

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My mind never, ever stops, playing out scenarios of doom and gloom with everything I do, making me miserable and want a break from it, I have nothing that comes to me but negative usually in my mind even though that isn't the case or reality at all...
Jealousy

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So today, I think I will write here like I normally would in my blog. I know that jealousy, fear, anger all these things are attributes of my anxiety, I tend to build scenarios that are not accurate or at best are twisted proportions of reality...
Tired and Weary

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I really need contact and talking more than most, I have so much turmoil around me that is self created by me and the fallouts have been devastating, I have not one soul to confide and talk to even when surrounded by friends and family, I need a...