its hard to count the internet world and its inhabitants as comfort when your alone and feeling alone . even so people here will listen to you and talk to you and it does fill a bit of time up. and we have all felt the lonliness so im pretty sure we all understand
hope u cheer up a lil and have a decent holiday :-)
im in a downward spiral myself. been off meds for like 3 and a half weeks due to insurance issues and i dont function well without them.
right there with ya

I'm happy for all the friends I've made here too. Loneliness is a pesky monkey that harasses at all hours and any day but hang in there. For me it's whispered to me relentlessly for a few months now but I have faith it'll end if i just keep contact with the friends I've made. Hope your thanksgiving was good.

I agree. I feel the loneliness creeping in even in ghe company of others. I am especially lonely when with my children but not in the company of other adults. I know this will be an especially trying hiday season because we are going thru a divorce, so traditions and custody are in a flux compared to years past - so that is adding stress as well. I miss my family that is in the states ( I am in Alaska and it feels so far away!)
Thank u for this post and i do feel grateful for or DS support network.
Hugs to u ;)

I have been going through marital trouble for over a year, diagnosed bi polar 2, depression, ocd and anxiety and just getting meds, have no recourse on the time lost, feel hopeless and desperate and truly just want loved and held and feel starving for it for so long, I am very weary and god dont know where this feeling will leave me, I feel it is eating at my very soul and all that I love and the one that I love doesn't love me, I honestly dont know how I will survive this if I am completely honest, she is all that I want, and time is about too late for me

So sorry to hear of your marital problems on top of the depression and anxiety. With the depression taking away your feelings of love and joy it is understandable that you would feel so alone.
But you also mentioned that it might be too late for you. NO, it is never too late. Sounds like the depression talking, not the real you.
If I may, let me suggest that you look first to yourself for love. You need to have love in order to see it in other people. Change your focus from your wife and the strife to your soul and see the light that is still there. You may have to search for it, you might have to look long and hard, but there is still a sliver of light in your soul. Use that to light the way for you to see the love in your spouse and your kids.
Take care~BB