JimK
Status: Hi everyone! It's been a few years since I've been here on a regular basis, but I'm giving it one more try. Things look a lot different. I don't know if that's good or bad. I recognize a few names from the past. I'll try contacting in the coming days.
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Sunday, October 14 Grandfather's Letter by Steve Brunkhorst One day, a young man was cleaning out his late grandfather's belongings when he came across a bright red envelope. Written on the front...
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October 13 – 3:40 P.M. There are times when life seems to be too much of a hassle and I just do not want it to continue. I have been feeling that way this weekend. However, just so there...
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After giving it a lot of thought, I have begun writing again about the sexual abuse that I received both as a child and as an adult. Having strangers read about the "secret" part of my life has not...
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12:30 PM It is bright and sunny with temperatures in the 70s here, but I am feeling blue, blue, blue. Hey, Doug, how about getting a blue Smiley for us? The description of the weather...
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UPDATE -- 5:59 PM My new PCP is doing a nice job of cooking, housecleaning, and taking care of my laundry for me. We have known one another for about five years, although we have not been exactly...
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2:20 P.M. I am still not happy with my life, but I am trying to take some steps to change it as much as possible. My drug relapses have definitely got to stop! I was offered for more drugs...
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9:25 PM This afternoon I attended my anxiety group. Although I was the only one in attendance, my therapist said that I should consider it a 90-minute private session. No matter how you look...
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3:25 PM The woman who does my cooking and house cleaning is going to be replaced -- again. Thursday she was supposed to do my laundry, but never showed up. Friday she came and did the...
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I have not been feeling well lately, and have been having an increasing number of drug relapses. The only reason I can come up with for this is the ongoing discontent with my life. I am not happy...
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It has been a few days since I have written anything here, which is not good because once I get away from that habit, is hard to get back into the swing of things. Not much has really been...
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This has been one of those weekends, when I have not felt very well, due to the continuation of my bronchitis. With that in mind, I decided to stay off-line as much as possible and pretty much just...
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Last night I read several journal entries along with the comments that followed them. They concerned people who wrote on me Depression Community boards, and some of the threats they had made to...
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September 19 -- Update This week, I raised the possibility of killing myself. Tonight I read some journal entries critical of members who also raised the issue of suicide. One or more people...
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Things are pretty much the same in my life today as they were yesterday -- Yucky! I do not seem to be any happier, but I am trying to take some steps to get myself pointed in that direction. ...
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I have been extremely depressed today and barely able to function. Nothing seems to be going right and I am not happy with my life. Whenever I feel as though things are straightening out,...
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