It has been a few days since I have written anything here, which is not good because once I get away from that habit, is hard to get back into the swing of things.   Not much has really been happening this week.  I went to my anxiety group on Monday, but there were only two of us there.  Each of us discussed how the past week went for us, and if we had any problems during that time.   Yesterday I saw my psychologist concerning my PTSD.  She noted that she has counted at least two times that my brother has rejected me.  It is her feeling that this could be the result of him feeling guilty concerning his role in my sexual abuse.  I said that I did not remember him having much to do with this, but she said that it was possible that my mind was blocking out his participation.   I have still been unable to return to my old home health care agency because of their inability to find someone who can do the cooking and housecleaning for me.  I have located someone living in an apartment complex next to mine, who does this type of work.  She is supposed to go to my agency for an interview tomorrow.  If that turns out right, I am hopeful they will hire her and then the transition from one agency to another can go ahead for me.   Motivational Quote:   “If you want to be successful, it's just this simple: Know what you're doing. Love what you're doing. And believe in what you're doing.” -- Will Rogers