DAY 45

Thank you for your words of encouragement, messages, and hugs that I have received!  Everyone on here is so kind and I appreciate it!  Well, here I am now 45 days in... I was re-reading the saying this morning (someone on here I think said it)
I CAN'T BET BECAUSE I CAN'T WIN BECAUSE I CAN'T STOP!!!! 
Oh so true - I know this is me and finally ACCEPT that I just can't expect things to be different because I am a compulsive gambler, plain and simple.
JUST FOR TODAY, I WILL NOT GAMBLE!  yay
Smokeygirl