smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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I reached 90 days yesterday and didn't realize it - - -we had been on vacation and the day had slipped by. I'm happy to report the 3 month mark. Occasionally, something will be said that triggers...
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I can't believe I've reached 80 days - - - still going strong! It has become a habit to "not" go out gambling, so that is good. I try to think of the casinos and the slots as AWFUL AWFUL places -...
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Things going well - - -as I just wrote to someone, as GF days mount, it's hard to think about going back to Day 1 again...would HATE that feeling!There was a day this week where all I could think...
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I just went through a catalog for classes in my local area through the city, and somehow came up with about 5 I'd like to attend... it amazed me when I did this - it just made me realize all the...
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On to another month... feel pretty strong right now.. of course when the mailing came in I was thinking - just go over and get the free cash, but did not do it.I remember this feeling only too well -...
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Have had a great day so far - got together with some old friends and had a lot of fun catching up on our lives. Ran across someone too who had had an alcohol problem in the past; she & her husband...
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Well, I have come to the 75 day mark; I believe it is the longest I have gone without gambling since 1998... quite a long time of making the wrong choices. :]Anyway, I'm on track and today I decided...
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Realizing how much time was wasted - hours being spent at the casino - hours that I now have to do a host of other things. I'm enjoying being FREE of the burden. For those of you who are new and...
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It's a quiet, peaceful day - - nothing really new except I avoided what could have been a very bad car accident yesterday - I think there is an angel on my shoulder!:] Things going pretty...
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No breaking news - just a general report about how much better life can be! Lots of positive things going on - I never dreamed that things could get THIS much better; I think I...
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Another leap into the next 10!Monday morning has arrived and sadly, work is on the horizon. :] I will need a break soon - looking forward to a week away in May - yay!Hope everyone has a great...
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Doing it day by day.. the subject of casinos came up last night with our group of friends - not there for me anymore!Have a great Sunday!Hugs to all,Smokeygirl
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The foster dog now has a wonderful home! I brought him to his new home today and actually, I feel very very happy - the last time someone was going to adopt him, I cried all the way there in the...
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Great day! Some very magical things are happening to me, it seems, daily. The foster dog I have is getting a home - - -actually tomorrow; a great home with someone we know. One of the things I...
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I've proven to myself time and again that if you keep doing the same thing over and over, you will get the same result! That's where I was - going around in a circle. :]My new behavior is getting a...
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