smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
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Okay, so here's the deal - I worked myself up to again thinking about the casino and had in my mind that I would drive to PS on Sunday to meet some friends, and leave early to go to the local...
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Hope everyone's doing well - just thought I would write a quick note. So many new people on the site - I wish everyone the best on this journey. And it is just that - a journey, with twists,...
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Nothing major planned for the weekend, my husband will be very occupied with working on his hobby and getting ready for an event....., in the last week I've gotten a lot of very sad and bad news...
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When thoughts to gamble occur, I am really taking the time to think it all through, and all of the ramifications... I realize how I used to rush right into going to the casino.. just because an...
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I really believe I was doing a lot better with my thinking when I was writing in this journal every day, so here I am again.Whatever comes to my mind at the moment is what I will write about. It's...
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I know how ridiculous this is, but I am still fighting the urge to go to the casino - today. Crazy - not even rational!! :] I have a problem when I hear that people have won x$$ - I go back to...
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Having gone to the party yesterday and talked to many people, it made me realize once again, that everyone is going through something! Addictions are only one small aspect of our everyday lives......
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Had breakfast with a good friend and neighbor this morning and this afternoon she and our husbands went to a neighborhood party - lots of people; live band, etc., just had a great time. It's time...
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Hope everyone is doing well - - - today is the day that counts. Stay gamble-free and you're on your way to a better life! That is a given.I had a wonderful weekend and thank goodness, it didn't...
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I had a slight meltdown, but now I'm back up and running - doing the work I need to do to stay GF. I'm not going to be into counting the days anymore - just TODAY. It was too much of a huge...
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A better day today... only two days until I get rid of the big cast . . . I hope!Hope everyone is having fun - and staying gf,Smokeygirl
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Not a very good day yesterday - - -hoping things get better...
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Things are pretty good, but I am actually having some thoughts/urges to go to the casino... I don't feel that I will act on anything, but it still feels strange that those thoughts still enter my...
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Very reflective today - - -there are yet more changes I have to find a way to make in my life... trying to figure out how. I have faith that the answers will come and the right people and...
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Seems so much higher than 139! :] Just another one in the journal.. Have a review this afternoon with my boss - not really looking forward to it - she's tough, but hopefully it will be a good...
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