DAY 142-4

Things are pretty good, but I am actually having some thoughts/urges to go to the casino... I don't feel that I will act on anything, but it still feels strange that those thoughts still enter my mind when the weekend hits.  The typical thought that I could just happen to hit a decent jackpot and come home with it... it would be sooo helpful right now,  Now - - - - back to "reality"  :]]]
Have a great weekend,