Depression Support Group

Depression is a real and debilitating condition that is often misunderstood by family and friends. Its meaning can range from a prolonged period of sadness to an actual mental illness with specific symptoms. Find and share experiences with others who are going through the same struggles.

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RockNMetalChic 03/26/2011

WANTED TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE WHO KNOWS AND HAS FOLLOWED ME THROUGH MY JOURNEY OF DEPRESSION AND DISCOVERY ON THIS SITE...... I RECENTLY LOST MATT AKA MATT THE MAGGOT , AS HE WAS KNOWN ON THIS SITE ........... MATTHEW DIED ON JAN . 14TH , 2011 , HE TOOK HIS OWN LIFE FROM TAKING SLEEPING PILLS AND HIS LIVER LITERALLY EXPLODED... I WAS SO SADDENED AND LOST BY THIS TRAGEDY, HE MEANT A LOT TO ME- WAS MY EVERYTHING AND I LOVED HIM WITH ALL MY HEART..... WE WENT THROUGH UPS AND DOWNS AND GOOD TIMES AND BAD AND I WOULDNT HAVE TRADED A MINUTE OF IT FOR ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD ... DON'T EVER TAKE ANYONE IN UR LIFE FOR GRANTED, AND ALWAYS LOVE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW.....

ALSO MATT'S WIFE KAREN- WAS SO GRIEF STRICKEN THAT SHE TOOK HER LIFE ON MARCH 7TH 2011 .... SHE BECAME A GREAT FRIEND AND WILL BE GREATLY MISSED BY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.....
THIS IS BECOMING KNOWN AS THE YEAR OF DEATH FOR ME.... SO MUCH IS GOING ON I CAN'T KEEP UP....... MY ONLY COMFORT IS THAT I KNOW IN MY HEART GOD WOULDNT MAKE A MAN WITH MENTAL ISSUES GO TO HELL, AND MY MATTY IS IN HEAVEN LOOKING DOWN ON ME ......

1Patriciann 03/26/2011

I'm so very sorry for this to have happened. My heart goes out to all who are suffering because of this. ((hugs)) Patricia

WallyBear 03/27/2011

Your story just broke my heart. I am so sorry for your loss. Life is so fragile. None of us know the day our loved ones will leave us.
I'm sure that your friends knew how much you cared for them.
Please take a little time for yourself..... You have been through so much.

Diane

deleted_user 03/27/2011

I'm so sorry you are going through a rough time. I know how hard this is for you. You can text me any time. I'm here for you always.

beachside 03/27/2011

This is so heartbreaking to hear. My heart goes out to you, family and friends. (((((((((((( hugs ))))))))))

ElenaNJ 03/27/2011

i'm very sorry that you lost your friend and his wife.

koolman 03/27/2011

I'm so sorry, and sorry that Matt was picked on here, in a site that is supposed to be supportive.

There is a Bereavement board here as well, if that is of any help.

RockNMetalChic 03/27/2011

no matt was picked on cause he did a bad thing- we all did- i was his mistress , and karen and i shared him for 3 lonely miserable years its all in my journals ... anyways for those on here that know , me and karen were both played and yet loved him with all of our hearts, i won't speak ill of the dead and i wouldn't trade a second of the time i spent with him , i was guilty , guilty of being in love and loving and cheating and i will have to deal with this alone in my own way throughout my life- never the less it still breaks my heart that they are both gone

RockNMetalChic 03/28/2011

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doghunter59 03/28/2011

shit....

sux 2 loose ur lover and his gal that also loves him... just fuck'n sux it does....

heretic 03/28/2011

This is such a horrible tragedy, I am so so incredably sorry. I don't even have words for how I feel - but I know too that there is no hell except what we go through on earth and your friends are now pain-free, unlike ourselves who have to live with the aftermath. I am deeply sorry this happened, and wish you well in coping with your loss.

RockNMetalChic 03/28/2011

thanks every1

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