WANTED TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE WHO KNOWS AND HAS FOLLOWED ME THROUGH MY JOURNEY OF DEPRESSION AND DISCOVERY ON THIS SITE...... I RECENTLY LOST MATT AKA MATT THE MAGGOT , AS HE WAS KNOWN ON THIS SITE ........... MATTHEW DIED ON JAN . 14TH , 2011 , HE TOOK HIS OWN LIFE FROM TAKING SLEEPING PILLS AND HIS LIVER LITERALLY EXPLODED... I WAS SO SADDENED AND LOST BY THIS TRAGEDY, HE MEANT A LOT TO ME- WAS MY EVERYTHING AND I LOVED HIM WITH ALL MY HEART..... WE WENT THROUGH UPS AND DOWNS AND GOOD TIMES AND BAD AND I WOULDNT HAVE TRADED A MINUTE OF IT FOR ANYTHING IN THIS WORLD ... DON'T EVER TAKE ANYONE IN UR LIFE FOR GRANTED, AND ALWAYS LOVE LIKE THERE IS NO TOMORROW..... ALSO MATT'S WIFE KAREN- WAS SO GRIEF STRICKEN THAT SHE TOOK HER LIFE ON MARCH 7TH 2011 .... SHE BECAME A GREAT FRIEND AND WILL BE GREATLY MISSED BY FRIENDS AND FAMILY..... THIS IS BECOMING KNOWN AS THE YEAR OF DEATH FOR ME.... SO MUCH IS GOING ON I CAN'T KEEP UP....... MY ONLY COMFORT IS THAT I KNOW IN MY HEART GOD WOULDNT MAKE A MAN WITH MENTAL ISSUES GO TO HELL, AND MY MATTY IS IN HEAVEN LOOKING DOWN ON ME ......