How do I get back to Happy. ...
So here I am once again sad and depressed. Not alone but lonely, I need more r something different in my life ,really can't leave cause living is expensive but being with this man forever just makes me want to scream and cry. Tonight I asked him if he was depressed and instead of saying no but thanks for caring enough to ask he says I already told you I don't feel good, sorry I even care. I'm very emotional in the last week and everything makes me want to cry .I don't understand it usually I'm not this way and already done my pms thing for the month .everything in life is hard for me, always has been. I miss the short period in my life when I was happy. I give up on feeling loved or being loved by anyone all the men I ever felt that way about have used r betrayed me . I've often wondered why I'm not worthy of love and guess I will my whole life, been told how ugly I am might have something to do with it. What's it like to be beautiful and told you are good enough you are loved by someone you feel the same way about? :( what's it like to have the money to independent? To have the ability to drive a car and go whenever and wherever you want? I just want these normal things in my life. .....
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You ARE deserving of love. Why wouldn\'t you be? Don\'t expect your man to provide all the love for you, especially if he\'s having a hard time... you have to love yourself first! I talk from experience. It\'s great that you asked him how he feels. What a supportive partner you are.
I love myself as a person. Just unhappy with my life at the moment, and would like to say I love you to someone and have the feelings returned. But that will never happen
I use to have to take b6 vitamins for very bad moon swings when I had my periods .....this simple vitamin saved my sanity ......take the strongest dose and take it every day ......once it is working in your system you won\'t believe the difference ... ....this actually let me have a much better quality of life ........you are certainly worthy of love and we just never know when it will come along ....and you need to leave behind all the negative emotions you can and bring all the positive energies in you can so you see this love when it comes ......it is hard for us to understand how people can be as cold and cruel as they can be .....but they are not all that way .....he has to many problems of his Owen ...to deal with and just thinks of his self .....that has nothing to do with you that is all on him .......ugly is relative ...what is ugly to one person is not to a norther person ....I know that with depression I can look in the mirror and if I am feeling down I will look ugly if I am feeling I think I am pretty......my husband tells me I am pretty....... it is relay the hole package that maters ....what\'s inside is every bit as important as what is on the outside and I think more important ......I can\'t help but think that you didn\'t have this support and love as a you grew up .....you weren\'t made to feel like you were worthy .....if that is the case you need to talk about that with a councillor and all that has ever hurt you has to come out if you are to heal ....you need to learn to love your self .....you need to know inside you are worthy ...because you are ......take good care of your self ....god bless