Wally World Ray...
so i feel like a mean person lately and i like it ! was dating this guy at work, let me back up, we were both in the breakroom, when he walks over and gives me his number, asks me for a date and we go- goes good, at first i think he is too short, but i get over the fact that he is 5'3 and i'm 5'9 and i start really diggin him... so he says he digs me too and wants me to be his gf.... we go on a couple more dates and see each other a lot at work, well last date we planned he cancelled cause his son was at the movies with friends and had the car, last time i checked- ur the adult , y is the child doing whatever he wants?! so frustrating for the both of us ! well then i see him at work and he starts acting stand offish, tells me he is on anti depressants and is out of the meds and hasn't taken them in a while and needs them again... so i'm supportive and the whole it'll be ok i'm here for u way a gf supports a bf... he is appreciative or so i think... until i say okay so lets go rent a movie and have popcorn r just hang at ur place and have some fun, he says maybe ... my frustration builds , so then i am the last to know and find out that the real reason he is being stand offish is because he is thinking of moving back to our home state of louisiana in a yr or so and doesn't know if he is happy in tenn anymore or not... so i completely did the female thing and went off on the bastard ! now he has unfriended me on fb , oh like i even care and i put a post up telling him to burn in hell! we get into it over text cause obviously he is a pussy and i'm the only one at work so can't leave to tell him off face to face! we saw each other yesterday for the 1st time and it was very awkward i tried to avoid him but every time i went into the breakroom he was there and vise versa with me... i feel like i'm in stupid high school drama and i'm almost 30 !! why am i soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo unloveable? ! and please tell me how do i handle this friggin situation of seeing him and knowing the bastard is spreading lies behind my back . already heard a few , would so love to get revenge or even but not the go to jail type...... why do i find all the crazy ones? he is a bi polar psycho mf er!
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I think you just need to realize ware all this is coming from and he is not worth your bother ....you need to be thinking about what is best for you at this point and he is not good for you and talking to him is not good for you and any..revenge you might get will not make you feel better ..........it will only sink you to his level......take care ...god bless ....