Wow....it's been over a week since I last posted my journal....I had a very severe headache last weekend that is still persisting slightly today....Not sure what that is about....never before had a really severe headache!   Have been feeling a little isolated and lonely.....saddened by some personal issues.....but glad I have this wonderful site to come to.  I'm very thankful for the great people here who inspire me....the people I connect with....the people I learn from.....I know this is just a mood.....this will pass.....and I will be back to feeling much more positive very soon..... One thing I know.....I will not gamble.   You know what???? That is the key to the hope in my life.   Without that....everything falls....with that....I can eventually accomplish just about anything! Thanks for all the love and support you have sent my way,  my beautiful friends.....I love you all.............Many hugs.................:)