Karl42

My goal  doesnt say ive been off the drink for 3 weeks but i have ,as i started it after 4 days abstenance,i slept for 21 hours almost appart from an hour and just got up at 9pm tonight,i think my...

Well im thinking about becoming a monk,because i dont drink ,dont have sex ,dont go out,and do alot of praying !!I could always be a monk pizza delivery boy ,to make it more interesting !..Feeling a...

Well ive not had a drop in 2 1/2 weeks and generally feel better for it ,think im still experiencing some withdrawal though,might be getting a different car soon that runs on lpg as fuel is so...

Had a rough councelling session on thursday,talking about painfull things but the emotion didnt seem to come right out and seemed to get stuck ,ive had headaches and felt very depressed since,couldnt...

my computer has gone off and im in the internet cafe at the moment ,just been to job centre and they told me that when i sighn off the sick i will get £80 a week tax credits which is great!!I got a...

Felt alot better today and more relaxed,i often do after my councelling ,it really helps to go into the depths of me and putting it all on the table ,no dirty remarks to that please .........well go...

I just set a goal to go tea total,as the alcahol is making me ill.Im still not well as a result of drinking last thursday and it depresses me.Hayfever is very high runny nose ,itchy eyes,so im...

Feeling consumed by this shit again,and full of hayfever  aswell.Just lying on settee not up to going out ,a pityfull illness for anyone.

Going to my councelling session today,not as nervous about it.Hope i get somewhere with it,it feels like i have so much negative emotion inside me that just needs to come out NOW ,feels like im going...

Feeling so so low today and dont want to go out or do anything,i found it so  difficult just going into my back yard to hang the washing out.Ive been getting 2 late nights around 3 am and i think...

Im up ! its 2 pm ,i went to bed at 5.30 am whem it was light outside ,my sleeping patterns are all over the place.Since i went to councelling on thursday i have brought up some raw pain that has been...

In that horrible blurry fuzzy place again today with no energy ,resorting to watcghing dvds ,the housework is getting abandoned again,when will it end!!

Slept nearly all the day away got up at 4 ,but feel low and time to go to work,cant be bothered with it but it has to be done so ,best move.

Been busy working and sleeping mostly this week ,so havent had too much QUALITY time for my friends on ds.......Sorry !,Ive just been on my hour walk in the rain ,i must be mad though i want to loose...

Its 1.50 and ive been up since 11,but im feeling weary and quite heavy,my mood is low ,im going to see my councellor in 20 minutes and cant be bothered with it,but i dont want to miss any...