Karl42

my friends chemotherapy has failed to slow the tumors,i dont think he has long left

TOO MUCH EMOTIONAL AGONY I CANT STAND IT ,IM BETER OFF DEAD

Since i found out my friend had terminal cancer i severely went down hill,i have picked back up to a steady level after a few weeks of depression.I can think clearer now,but still quite lonely when...

After a week from hell,my viral infection has gone and flu easing and so is the anxiety and depression.My friend rang me this morning and sounded his normal cheerfull self ,i was over the moon,he is...

I was out with my friend on sunday night,it is his last night out,all his family went out and friends on a bus he put on,it is such a big shock to beleive he is dying ,the cancer is all over his...

On Friday i was told by someone that my best friend had just found out that he has cancer and it is too far gone to treat,he apparently just went to the doctors on monday with bad stomach pains,he...

Just feel like im existing ,dont seem to want to do anything,a few friends on here not even answering my messages of support,i know ive got to turn it around but feeling so tired

Every year for over 20 years i used to go to my brothers for christmas where all the fanily were,even when they got divorced about about 4 years ago i was still very welcome ,it was a great day and...

Got a new dog yesterday as its owner has busted its lips open on 2 occasions at least and was bragging to me about it,i was so disgusted at him,i already have 2 dogs and really didnt want another one...

I have been doing ok for a while,but due to problems at work and trouble with youths ,i have had a set back and my anxiety is back stronger,its harder for me to do anything including getting out and...

i really feel like i need some love in my life

I was assaulted by 2 youths tonight outside of work,they were known trouble makers whom i didnt like but spoke to a little to keep the peace,they always take drugs every weekend as the norm.They were...

After a few really bad days ,i feel quite alot better today(i say this cautiously as it never seems to last long no matter how hard i try),i went to an anxiety/depression group over a course of 9...

Ive not been too bad laltely ,but had a late night last night and im heavily fatigued today and cant seem to get out,its frustrating but im just going to make the best of it and watch tv and dvds and...

Green face today,first one since been on here