Karl42

I been on my long walk again with dogs and in town afterwards,it hasnt helped me,life just seems like a sick game with no meaning.Im at doctors on tuesday and want him to change my meds,hope i get a...

My dad came up tonight and i showed him my photos what i put online and he said i looked stupid,it was hurtful to me ,he didnt say it in a nasty way,but got me camera and started taking photos of me...

just felt heavy tiredness today and not been out ,i had 2 late nights thats probably contributed to it,well tommorows a new day.

Still in this haze of anxiety ,it gets me down,and the lonliness is terrible .need to keep fighting it and keep busy,what a fucking nightmare.Im eating alot better foods now fresh vegetables and...

Just feel like ive been hit by a train ,anxiety levels through the roof,and i can bearly get off settee,just want to sleep.No apparent reason for it,very disheartening.A friend of mine text me and...

I feel alot better the last 2 days,and have been getting out more ,im keeping off the drink even though i sit in on a night time.I think going to bed early is helping too,Ahh theres hope yet !

sleeping all day,no energy,feel bad

Feel so weary ,probably half lonliness and half effect off the meds,im off work today and just dont want to do anything ,i feel hopeless ans sad.I wish i had a partner ,but think i have too many...

had 4 terrible days,anxiety ravaging inside me day after day,must have so much emotion bottled up inside me and cant seem to release it.Feeling better today so get out and try rise above it,what a...

Its 1.50 and ive been up since 11,but im feeling weary and quite heavy,my mood is low ,im going to see my councellor in 20 minutes and cant be bothered with it,but i dont want to miss any...

Im feeling fairly better in myself today,think its cos i doubled up my meds last night,so im getting housework done while ive got the energy.I have no real goals in my life and feel somewhat stuck.I...

Alot better this morning,its a nice day so im going walking and have my councellor at 1 o clock.Im pleased i upped my meds but bit worried about telling my doctor.He only works at our surgery 1...

still havent stabilised,feeling so ill ,worse each day,going to up the dose of meds ,cant stand the pain ,ulcers on my tounge and emotional agong fuck this shit

Well my meds have been reduced for 3 weeks now and  im not so sure its been a good idea,im so nervous and edgy its horrible,that blurred vision is worse than ever,i was in the supermarket yesterday...

Saw councellor today and spoke generally about my situation,she seemed like a very good councellor and very spot on with her assesment of me.Felt lethargic today and just been in the house watchind...