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But Why... Can't I pray about this?  Why can't I turn things over like I used to when I was younger.  Why do I hold this FMSCFS to me like a baby or a treasure when it is poison?  Why? Why can't...

 Hard to believe it has been 7 years since that terrible day.I was living in California with my roomie of many years - before CFIDS (or at least before it hit BIGTIME - just Fibromyalgia - from...

Gosh darnit.  I've been working soooooo hard not to do too much on days when i feel "better"  as I'm coming out of the lowst part of the flare up valley - I haven't done much at all. ...

Well,Been forever since I've journaled - it hurt too much!  and I was sleeping so much.  Rather than my normal 4 hour nap after church on Sunday it was to bed at six and up again Tuesday mid day -...

Gee whiz.I must be an idiot.  After 4 weeks  (at least) of flareing with each week getting worse - I'm generally weeker - not going anywhere, letting my mom do the shopping etc, less and less...

Oh man...somethings going on.I feel like poop - running a low fever up and down, lost my voice, nauseated, headaches, body hurts - serious brain issues - aphasia like crazy and forgetting where i was...

I Didn't sleep at all  last night.that's very , very strange.  even with a lunesta.  When I finally felt like I might sleep I had such bad restless leg syndrom I was shaking and wiggling so much...

I lived thru the weekend - it was great.  Very biusy hard work and very hoy.  I really had fun cooking.  Am not sleeping at night - like my body forgot how to fall asleep.  even with a lunesta...

Good Day today!!  I may feel like billy hell but it was a good one.Hey we need more that one  set of smileys - cause some days I feel poopy physically but great mentally and emotionally - or vice...

ok... So I Moved here to Hawai'i a year ago - cool eh?  oh you bet!  'spensive too!!!  waaaaay.  I came here to take a wonderful job - just what I've been imagining for years.  one problem. ...

Hmmm... Long Weekend.  Lots of work - LOTSSA work.  But I survived.And got my work done in time to catch the season finale of Doctor Who.  I am admittedly addicted to the show.  I must say it...

Wow!I haven't journaled in... well... ever.  And now I am at least going to put a few words in.  I tend to avoid journaling cuz I'm tired or behind at work. Hah! what's new about that?  I usually...

But Why... Can't I pray about this?  Why can't I turn things over like I used to when I was younger.  Why do I hold this FMSCFS to me like a baby or a treasure when it is poison?  Why? Why can't...

 Hard to believe it has been 7 years since that terrible day.I was living in California with my roomie of many years - before CFIDS (or at least before it hit BIGTIME - just Fibromyalgia - from...

Gosh darnit.  I've been working soooooo hard not to do too much on days when i feel "better"  as I'm coming out of the lowst part of the flare up valley - I haven't done much at all. ...