sleeping better - but what is this?
Oh man...somethings going on.I feel like poop - running a low fever up and down, lost my voice, nauseated, headaches, body hurts - serious brain issues - aphasia like crazy and forgetting where i was - not so good for a preacher/teacher. (geezo pete - in the middle of the night I woke up and couln't remember where the kitchen was - derrrr I was asleep on the couch and the front of the house is an open plan - the kitchen is separated from the living room by a breakfast bar! sheesh!could be jsut a flare I guess - but I really didn't over do anything.I did run out od Cipro for a little over a week - then started up again last friday ...Maybe it's die off? And I'm Herxing? I just don't know. Don't think I herxed the first time I started on cipro...I was looking on dr Teitlebaum's web page and did a search for local practitioners since I've found NO one on this islkand who seems to even vaguely understand CFIDSa and FMS... Found on on the Big Island - not a dr - has a bS in something but is trained in Dr T's protocol and the proper testing. I emailed hehr but haven't heard back. Will have to call, I guess.All this is coming at the suckiest time.my neice is comiong in 2 weeks and I have regular house cleaning (that's enuf to make me sick right there) and have to clear out my bedroom for her and fix up my guest room (read storage room) back into a bedroom for me - and set up my glass and metal studio in there for several reasons - the room where my studio was to go has loiusly wiring and cannot support the electrical needs, and anywhere else inn the house the Demon Kitten of Wahiwa Towne runs like the deamon that she is and gets into everything - since I have lots of sheet glass and glass rods - that is a problem - in the guest room I can keep the door closed. It's just a lot of physical work - and just know i cant afford to hire help. THat leads to my other issues - I am really in need of a second job - but! 1) my health is pretty iffy right now - I just can't tell if I'll be able to make it thru on any given day. AND my congregation is going thru a really trying and difficult process of self analysis and discovery in hopes of leading toeard significant growth and change - that is why I am at this church - it is my purpose - to help them thru this process. I'f I'm working another job I'm afraid I'll be too messed up.Well I have some Very Important Things to do today - yesterday was a wasted day - only problem is I can't remember what these Very Impotant Tasks are...dang.
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