let\'s hope I get theu this flare fast!
I lived thru the weekend - it was great. Very biusy hard work and very hoy. I really had fun cooking. Am not sleeping at night - like my body forgot how to fall asleep. even with a lunesta I'm wide awake at 3 - wonder if I took a provigil instead of a vicodin!! nooooo. I'm sure I didn't/I slept til 3 o flippin clock today. course I went to sleep at 2:30 am.I was groggy but pain free til I went outside to get my laptop and a coke form the office and carport.that did me in. I lost my voice, felt exhausted, went into pain and spasms and got this wierd skin thing where I can feel the fan move my hair and it hurts, the skin just plain hurts wierd. and then I got all weepy - like watching this National grographic show about Lakshmi the 8 limbed girl. or at commercials. Or at the thought of missing out on seeing a show with Billie Piper in it on showtime cause we don't get it. not really a ctying matter, that. I mean really even if I couldn't watch it on one of the "filesharing: channels on the internet - a TV show? REally E - get a grip. The emotional thing is a new part of my ever changing flare up symptom list - that and the painful skin. Still - it's wortyh it cuz I ereally had fun cooking again - feeding 30 plus. And everyone loved the food - no one had ever eaten red lentils before - and none had had North African or Middle Eastern fare before either! good stuff!well the only way I'll get to sleep is to put this computer down and turn out the lights and bore myself to sleep. urgh.nighty night oh and my baby girl god baby won a baby beauty pageant! W00T!
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