JonathanA
Status: One by one my schemes are fading fast away...
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Today's Language of Letting Go entry is about asking for what we want. Upon reflection, I find that the things that I have asked God for recently have come to pass. The pain in my stomach is passing...
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Quick entry...busy day. I've been tasked with creating an interactive form to tie to a data repository at work. It's kind of new, kind of old. I like the idea, though. Oh, and I don't think I...
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Another lunch break entry. I've been very tense today, as I haven't heard from my doctor or specialist yet. Both said they'd call me yesterday afternoon. I have no idea what the holdup might be, but...
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Quicky entry, as I'm on my lunch break. I had the CT scan this morning; I was a little nervous, and got stressed out with the iodine IV, worried that perhaps some hitherto-unknown allergy would pop...
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All right, going for another entry now that I feel I have a little more to say. The good news is that I get to sleep in tomorrow. The bad news is that it's because I'm going to have a CT Scan done...
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Not much to say today. Liquid diet is not fun at all.
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Boy, I've been quiet for awhile. I've been struggling. Work is trying to kill me, I swear, and I've had some off-and-on attacks of what the gastroenterologist is now fairly sure is diverticulitis....
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Doctor's appointment went well. Don't have a full diagnosis yet, but we did rule out a few things. He's pretty sure that I was right and it is diverticulitis, but he wants to run a CT scan and then...
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Stomach is feeling a little better today. Keeping heat on it has helped, as has upping the fiber intake. I spoke to mom last night, and though she at first identified more of my symptoms as common...
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Well, looks like this might be irritable bowel syndrome. I hope so. I really hope so. That would help a lot. Well, not scare me as much, how about that. Yeah, it's sounding more and more likely. I...
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Just barely hanging in there. Wrote a letter to my deceased friend today. That helped. Off to bed now.
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Went to a birthday party for a friend last night. We had an awesome time, the kind of time we both needed right now with so much going on, but I ended up breaking my food abstinence, first by...
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Missed most of yesterday because I just couldn't sleep Wednesday night. Found out that an old friend had passed away on Monday. Could this get any crazier/worse? Yes, it seems. I got a message...
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Well, Sunday night after a weekend of hibernation. It would be easy to accuse myself of being lazy or doing nothing at all, especially after not going to two meetings this weekend, but I'm being...
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Missed the last few days with a nasty cold, but I'm slowly getting back to my creaking self. I expect a longer entry later today. I've redefined some of my sobriety goals for now, as I was trying to...
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