All right, going for another entry now that I feel I have a little more to say. The good news is that I get to sleep in tomorrow. The bad news is that it's because I'm going to have a CT Scan done for this diverticulitis. Although, honestly, I'm not that worried about the scan. It's more the idea of scoping in a month that worries me. The worst part about it all is not knowing how awful that Barium is going to taste - and I already have a pretty awful tasting antibiotic in the Flagyl (which reminds me, I need to update those treatments for diverticulitis, assuming that is what I'm going through).  Life is just not good for a food addict right now - liquid diet, crappy tasting meds. I'm sober in OA because I really don't have a choice but to be; I had to redefine my abstinence to three meals a day and one snack, though honestly I'm getting so little that just eating anything is enough. As long as I'm off the fiber and gluten right now, I'm good. Love addiction sobriety is more challenging, I suspect because of the food addiction. I keep trying to get my ass back into meetings, but I keep missing them. I just can't work up the willpower to do it. Ah, well. ODAT.