DonnaB49
Status: Sing and dance with the angels - I can hear the flutter of wings..
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I ended up at Kaiser ER on Saturday evening. I was diagnosed with a bladder infection and probably lost most of my body weight in fluid. I was finally let go on Wednesday with an $800.00 room and...
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I started on insulin injections this week and my fears about injecting myself were groundless, the needle is so thin, it's nothing. The only concern is that the doctor increased the dosage and I'm...
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This was the hardest xmas yet - without mom. It was hard knowing that people were going to spend xmas with their family and friends and I was alone watching videos. A new friend was going to have...
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I managed to get through Thanksgiving and I'm still here, now I have to face Christmas. The anniversary of my mom's passing (I can't even say the word) was this week and it was the worst yet. I...
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Well, I spent my first Thanksgiving alone, watching videos about people going home for the holidays. I feel strangely numb and haven't cryed for a long while, just prayed alot that God will help me...
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As the holidays approach I find that strangely I don't feel so depressed. I was contacted by someone that saw my job request and called me for an interview. I don't know if this will lead to...
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Today is November 3rd, the anniversary of my mom's passing. It's been 8 months now and I can't believe so much time has passed, it seems like I've been sleeping. It's still difficult to accept...
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I feel a little better today. I finally got my disability check from the EDD. It wasn't as much money as I had hoped but at least it's something. I've been feeling old and useless and wondering...
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It was Halloween yesterday and I talked to a friend in a neighborhood coffee shop. I watched the guard give out Halloween candy at the Rite Aid store and later sat out on a bench near Starbucks and...
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I am feeling lost. My mom will have been gone for eight months by Nov. 3rd. It doesn't feel like it's been that long. I'm going crazy since I got laid off my job Oct. 1st. They won't take me...
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I saw the doctor yesterday, she put me on generic prozac to help me with the grief over my mom's passing. I'm laid off and don't have much hope of getting another job. My age, weight and health...
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I went to the doctor today and he did an echocardiograph of my heart. It hasn't gotten any worse. My legs are still red and blistered from edema and are wrapped up in compression bandages. The...
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I went to the doctor today and they took the compression bandages off my legs and the doctor then had them bandage them up again. They are still red. I thought I had rashes ont them but it turns...
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Just when I think things are beginning to look better, they go in the toliet. My rash is beginning to look a little better. I was told at the end of the day that they are going to lay me off...
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Well, I can't believe it's been over six months since mom's been gone. I feel sometimes that she is still watching over me. I would feel better if my legs would heal. Everyone tells me I should...
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