What\'s the point?

I feel a little better today.  I finally got my disability check from the EDD.  It wasn't as much money as I had hoped but at least it's something.  I've been feeling old and useless and wondering if I will ever have a life again.  I got a call from my nephew and felt a little better, he brings me back to reality, I sometimes feel like I'm losing my identity.  My world revolved arount my mom and my work and I've lost both.  I don't even know if I will be able to continue in my apartment next year.  I couldn't get my digital converter box to work and don't know if I will be able to watch tv once they change over.