Anniversary

Today is November 3rd, the anniversary of my mom's passing.  It's been 8 months now and I can't believe so much time has passed, it seems like I've been sleeping.  It's still difficult to accept that the place I've worked for for so many years will probably not take me back.  It's frustrating because I probably need to find a new line of work and don't seem to be qualified for even a retail sales job.  So many people out of work now, it's scary and I can't drive and don't want to work outside of the city.