Will Things Get Better? They won\'t be the same

I saw the doctor yesterday, she put me on generic prozac to help me with the grief over my mom's passing.  I'm laid off and don't have much hope of getting another job.  My age, weight and health are agains't me.  I'm going to get bored, I don't know how I'll deal with the loneliness.  I don't look forward to the holidays and don't expect to really notice them.  I feel sort of like I'm in limbo and time is distorted.  I hope I remember to take the medications I'm suppost to.