Moving On

As the holidays approach I find that strangely I don't feel so depressed.  I was contacted by someone that saw my job request and called me for an interview.  I don't know if this will lead to anything because it might not be some place I would want to work for but just to get an interview perked me up a lot.  I have been praying that something would come along.  I think  that I've been focusing on my own physical pain and hurts that I forget to grieve and I just want to be well enough to live my life and be able to do the things I need to do.  I know my mom wouldn't want be to give up, she worried about me all the time.  I try to ignore all the holiday items I see in stores, they don't hold much meaning for me now - it's all part of  life that's over.  I just need to take one day at a time and trust that God will reveal his plan for me.