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Had a strange day, a bit up and down.  Told my dad about starting up the cutting again.  It was hard, but it has made me feel better this evening.  Cut myself very deep last night, showed my GP...

Cutting myself more and more these days. Gonna have to find a new spot soon, my arm is really starting to hurt from it. It does make me feel better though. Feel so alone, really need to stop being...

Does anybody else feel as low, shitty and alone as me? Im sure there is. x

So very low, fed up and alone.

Feed up.  Not sleeping at night isnt helping.  Im in a really low place right now.  Had to cancel an appointment today with my CBT nurse, I was too tired to go.  A little annoyed with myself for...

Awake still.  Sleeping more and more now through the day.  Im not in a good place right now.  Read Freeme2's journal, I feel she really needs everyones help.  We all need to look out for each...

Feeling very low again tonight.  I miss my friends, my ex, my family.  I miss being around people, but at the same time Im in such a low place I dont want to be going out.  Im really missing...

It went ok last night when I went out with my friend, he did manage to say "get yourself together" but I new he would say something like that.  I suppose its just who he is.  Finally got some sleep...

Im so annoyed with myself.  I always find it hard to say no to people, a few weeks ago an old friend got in contact with me.  He aked me to come out with him and others tonight.  This is a friend...

I cant sleep.  Its been like this for weeks now.  My stints at insomnia come and go.  Its so frustrating 'cos I know I'll end up sleeping for most of the day 2mrw and it'll just keep going on and...

Feeling a little better at the moment.  Just so cold.  Got a bath running, then Im gonna watch Band of Brothers and chill out a little.

I saw my ex today.   She's a Drama teacher at a school and she is putting on a show of R&J at the begining of next year.  She asked me a couple of days ago if I would come down and take some...

Feeling very alone at the moment.  I know Ive got friends out there, including my new friends here but you know how it can get at night time.  Thoughts roll into your head and just stay there til...

Ok today.  Got an appointment at three.  My CBT nurse wants me to go outside with her today.  She wants to see how I cope around other people.  Not really looking forward to it but I agreed to...

Feeling better today.  I think its because I found this place and know that I can chat to others with the same kind of problems.  Thanx to all who have made me feel welcome.PictureBox