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What is wrong with Peace that its inspiration doesn't endure and that its story hardly told?

Stainless still,Dull lifeless flesh,Lines of art carved in red,Hidden pain, unseen but felt,Die away, in time refreshed.

Early morning, 4.35am. Still not sleeping. Cut myself a little. 

Cant sleep. Thinking about cutting myself again. Imagining it.

HAVING A LOW EVE. TOLD A FRIEND HOW I FEEL, HOW I CONTEMPLATE KILLING MYSELF EVERYDAY ALMOST. I HAVENT TOLD ANYONE THAT IN A LONG TIME.

Do you sometimes wonder if you are only here to end your life.  What I mean is, some people will say "I was made to do this with my life" or "I was born to do this".  What if I was meant to kill...

Right, Im gonna try and use the site a little more now.  Im in such a whole again.  Nothing seems to be really lifting the mood.  I cant be the only person here who thinks about death this much. ...

Been out today with my little brother.  It was nice, but nothing is really lifting this low mood Ive fallen deep into over the last few months.  Im tired.  Been designing some new tattoos too.

Today I want to cry.  Its been ages.  I cant really remember the last time I did.  Im sure it was a while ago tho.  Its not that Im afraid to.  I just cant.  At the moment I either feel really...

Tired

Feeling....nothing and everything.  Fed up and down.  Nothing new then :).  Fed up of certain things about me.  Want to change them and also dont.  Fuck it all.  Hope everyone else is feeling...

Cutting again.  Been very low.  Tired today, but not as low.  Maybe its because I sleept pretty well for once.  PB

Ive decided, for reasons I dont really know that I want to write here again.  I've been away for a fairly long time.  I don't really want to go into why right now.  But Im really low again. ...

Cant sleep once again.  Feeling very strange at the moment.  I just feel vacant. 

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