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I cant sleep, damn it.  Im actually in a pretty good place at the moment.   So yeah me.  But still, I do find it hard to sleep.  :(

Got into bed fairly early this evening.  But I just cant sleep tonight.  Its so frustrating.  I dunno, just thought Id write that down here.  Its only really for my own benefit.  You know, put...

I dont know if I can sleep, I feel like I really want to get drunk.  But there are no shops open near me.  I also feel I want to let out a bit of anger by punching something.  Im not a violent...

Cant sleep once again.  Feeling very strange at the moment.  I just feel vacant. 

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I cant sleep, damn it.  Im actually in a pretty good place at the moment.   So yeah me.  But still, I do find it hard to sleep.  :(

Got into bed fairly early this evening.  But I just cant sleep tonight.  Its so frustrating.  I dunno, just thought Id write that down here.  Its only really for my own benefit.  You know, put...

I dont know if I can sleep, I feel like I really want to get drunk.  But there are no shops open near me.  I also feel I want to let out a bit of anger by punching something.  Im not a violent...

Feed up.  Really want to be back into a normal sleeping patten.  Pills dont help.  Even when I stay awake all day without maybe an hour or two nap I dont get to sleep at night.  I went almost...

Christmas is usually my favourite time of the year.  But I just feel so mispaced at the moment, nothing changes my mood.  PB

Stuck here now.  Nothing seems to make me happy, I've closed myself away and just feel numb.  I hardly sleep at night anymore or at all.  I get maybe four hours a day.  Sometimes none.  I just...

What is wrong with Peace that its inspiration doesn't endure and that its story hardly told?

Stainless still,Dull lifeless flesh,Lines of art carved in red,Hidden pain, unseen but felt,Die away, in time refreshed.

Early morning, 4.35am. Still not sleeping. Cut myself a little. 

Cant sleep. Thinking about cutting myself again. Imagining it.