Awake still.  Sleeping more and more now through the day.  Im not in a good place right now.  Read Freeme2's journal, I feel she really needs everyones help.  We all need to look out for each other.  Its hard, sometimes you REALLY want to give up.  This site has helped me I feel, this is really the first time I have ever put down my thoughts for others to read.  It does help a little.  Freeme2, if you read this, now there are many out there who care for you and have some understanding of what you must be going through. Take care all. x