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- It's been a long time since I"ve been here. Longer since I've talked about this to anyone but my husband. Sometimes friends don't want to know. They look away, change the subject. I don't want to overburden them but I do want a real friend to know...
- I think that's the part I want my family to understand is that I regret being isolated for so long and even while I felt like I couldn't help it, I was so lonelylike being thirsty in the middle of the water, because I won't drink it. Can't sleep...
- Is anyone else here dealing with an old rape, from childhood? I'm 50 this year and it is astounding how much this has affected my personality, and ruined my marriage when the memories came flooding back.Well not just that, also because my husband...
- I am back after a few months. I'm really struggling and having some success, at least marginally, but I do find that I slip when I least expect it and back into the depression. It's scary. Sometimes the depression is something so familiar- been with...
- I am out here reading even though I don't post. I can't talk about my rape still, just occasionally but it takes awhile. It took me 3 years or so just to tell my therapist.I basically am dealing with my rape by not dealing with it. I wanted to start...
- Does anyone else get weird old site mails? It said I had a mail but there wasn't any, then I went to the end of my mails (about 300) and found one it said was from 2011, unopened though I just got it today
- I find it very difficult to talk about my social anxieties, especially about not wanting to leave the house much of the time. There is always a worry of a friend (or family member) just backing off or maybe completely going away. Recently that...
- I can not send someone a mail , either straightforward message or replying to one of theirs. Then I tried to send a hug and that yielded a new error I haven't seen before
- I am a kind person inside. I am good to children, old people, animals. I don't even kill spiders. I put them outside.But lately, if you cross me , my armour is on, I'm tough as nails and I dare you to cross the line. I think this is in areas where...
- Hi, I really have issues in this area and I want to share what's happened because of them, the extent they go to. I have been on this site for awhile now, from about 2006 I think, not sure, because this was not my first account. I have this pattern,...
- I haven't been out since last Thursday. I was devestated to realize that was a full week ago. I stepped outside to get the newspaper and it feels like Easter more than Christmas, unseasonably warm. Very nice, very sweet gift. I will get out more...
- ....I am going to explode I think. It's been a long time since I've had this problem. I always eat too much, it feels good and satisfies something inside. But lately so much is bad and in the air and uncertain and scary and I'm at the fridge door...
- I think what bothers me the most is that I feel like some kind of freak even still having to deal with this problem. I read things and no offense to you guys at all, but many seem to pretty much expect it to be a male problem and that women can...
- It's not an easy subject for me to talk about, mostly because I'm very private on the one hand but I know this is anonymous so I want to be straightforward about it. I think it's time for me to face what I'm doing and find some answers.We don't have...
- Are you in the Buffalo, NY area? I have a friend who is distraught after the death of his wife. I'm trying to surf and help him find a good bereavement group but to no avail. One church even told him that he'd found one but he couldn't go because he...