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I haven't spent real time here in years. I was remembering today how helpful it was at one time, a long time ago, when I had friends to interact with and share with and listen to.  So much has...

Your lack of forgiveness seeps intoevery molecule of food on this tablethis last supper, I deem as the last-How do I know? Because it took so longand so much work to get to this momentAnd I do not...

In two and a half hours I will be sitting in a restaurant with him, with his wife and with my husband and son. I thought I could do this but I feel myself balking, I mentally feel myself walking...

This is a poem I wrote a long time ago dealing with the situation with my dad.Ashes When the thunder takes over my house and homeI just get drenched in the thought that youMore than I ran from the...

This site has not always been a healthy place for me. But it has been at times. It was a friend when I had no one to talk to. I know for a fact that it saved my life once or twice. For that I am...

I wrote a novel in November and I've been having trouble finishing it.  In July they do campnanowrimo which is much the same, but you can adjust it to a smaller goal if you like. I really wanted to...

This was a really helpful site to me in the past. I hope it will be again. I need some place to mark my progress and also a place to vent frustrations. I hope it helps. At one time it became a very...

You can go now. I took my sweet time with saying that but I see the door now and it really isn't that far away.Nearly within reach with just the getting up and walking to it the door that says you...

Kinda weird kind of funny in a sick way that maybe people in my real life let DS know I'm a loser, don't talk to me. Really doesn't feel too great to go to a site like this and be ignored the same as...

Not sure why I still come here but I feel bad cutting the cord completely so I keep coming back

Sometimes in the morning it's so hard to get going on my day because it feels kind of pointless. But I remember what a friend told me once, about how each day is like a new start, a new chance to do...

The last few months have been kind of hard. Some good things but  some bad, and a bit of loneliness. But I broke away from some unhealthy online friendships and that made a big hole for awhile but I...

The last month has been a really bad patch. My life is very difficult right now but I deal with it normally. These past weeks I dropped the ball, stopped caring and stopped trying. It was so rough. I...

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Today we made homemade pumpkin spice lattes and doing some deep cleaning in the house. I have to keep busy or I just fall back on old habits