Hi I am the same as you if you want to really talk just pm my me at isabee, I am sure we have a lot in common. I understand you completely Talk to you later. Isabee

First of all let me say that I am so sorry that happened to you. I hope you know it isn't your fault. As for your husband, don't be mad about what I am about to say, but he should be ashamed of himself. My husband knows I've been raped twice and sexually abused as a child. He is very understanding and supportive. He never gets mad if I don't want have sex. I'm here if you want to talk. Send me a friend request and message me.

It still amazes me also how much certain events can shape and mold a person. I'm very sorry for what you're going through, but its important to remember you are not alone.

Indeed, your husband, no matter how frustrated he might have been, should have supported you in your difficult times. Your needs, like comfort and battling terrible memories, should be placed above his sexual needs. If he struggles with that, then maybe voice your concerns and feeling small. =\

That you've fought through decades of memories and struggles, I say you are an inspiration. ^^ Keep going!