suzieann

So I haven't been able to journal much because I don"t have access to a computer and my phone won't allow me to. I've had the stomach flu all weekend and haven;t had the flu forever. It's kinda...

I am soooo stressing out i want to cry! I am housesitting trying to make some extra money because of finances which finances are a different stressful story. But I am house sitting and it is snowing...

So I went to Bible study tonight and saw one of my friends I haven't seen for awhile. She knows about my ED and that I have been in treatment and doing after care. I have had a few relapses and just...

K, so I haven't written in my journal for a long time. Well I am going to a new dietiction which I need to reschedual an appt with her. I canceled my last one because I haven't been following my meal...

        I want to purge so baddddddd! I just finished eating dinner well I couldn't eat as much as was on my meal plan. I feel so sick to my stomach but I don't want to give in to ED....

        I want to purge so baddddddd! I just finished eating dinner well I couldn't eat as much as was on my meal plan. I feel so sick to my stomach but I don't want to give in to ED....

I am soooo stressing out i want to cry! I am housesitting trying to make some extra money because of finances which finances are a different stressful story. But I am house sitting and it is snowing...

So I went to Bible study tonight and saw one of my friends I haven't seen for awhile. She knows about my ED and that I have been in treatment and doing after care. I have had a few relapses and just...

K, so I haven't written in my journal for a long time. Well I am going to a new dietiction which I need to reschedual an appt with her. I canceled my last one because I haven't been following my meal...

        I want to purge so baddddddd! I just finished eating dinner well I couldn't eat as much as was on my meal plan. I feel so sick to my stomach but I don't want to give in to ED....

So things are going alittle better today even though it's 1:30am and I'm still up. Just can't sleep anxiaty. But the friend that I wrote a letter to asking if she still wanted my friendship, she...

It sucks, I wrote an email well a comment on my friends myspace telling her how I felt which I never would have done before. I also told her I felt like I've lost her friendship and explained to her...

I don't know whats going on with me but I just hurt so much emotionally inside. I don't know what triggered it or how to make this hurt go away but I can physically feel it in my stomach, my throut...

ahhhhh!!!! I'm so frusterated with myself! I binged and purged tonight. I just can't stop and just when I think I'm back on track ED wins again. I just want to stop I hate this life this bondage the...

I don't Know what I did wrong but my best friend of 12 years is not talking to me. She lives in Texas and won't pick up when I call won't return my calls and it hurts so bad.Before I went to...