It sucks, I wrote an email well a comment on my friends myspace telling her how I felt which I never would have done before. I also told her I felt like I've lost her friendship and explained to her alittle of what I was going through when I got out of treatment I was very suicidal and put on suicide watch. I told her I was sorry that I didn't call her but I was really in a dark place then and asked her if she wanted me in her life anymore and to let me know what the statice was on our friendship. She hasen't gotten back to me but I know she has been on her myspace and she put her new mood was annoied. I feel so crushed inside and I let ED win over it I just purged and feel double aweful!!!!
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Oh, I\'m sorry! It sucks when you finally let your feelings out and people you thought were friends seem to turn on you. But you just have to be impervious to their comments and not let them get to you even if it\'s painful. In the long run you\'ll be better off knowing which friends stuck by you when things got tough.
Too bad ED is always there to pick up the pieces when we\'re hurting. I hate to see you punish yourself for having human emotions. Hope you can get back on track today. XOXO
ed bullies me the most when i am feeling hurt by friends or family...hope you can start feeling better,take care