I don't Know what I did wrong but my best friend of 12 years is not talking to me. She lives in Texas and won't pick up when I call won't return my calls and it hurts so bad.Before I went to treatment everything was good but when I got home from treatment life was so hard and I really had to consentrate on putting my life back together. She had called and I didn't call her back just with everything going on of just being home and was also wanting to end everything so I was on suiside watch. I don't know if she is angry of that or what but it hurts so much to loose her. I can't take loosing anything else in my life.