glorychild

okay so i will get out of the red since my mood changed today.  went to work all is well.  puppy?  check,  car?  check,  house?/  check.   see all is fine.  i dont have a care in the...

feel really depressed today.  that nobody loves me.  I know thats crap but thats the way i feel at this moment.  I feel this BP has wrapped itself around me so utterly tightly and will not let me...

I ordered the "bipolar happens" cards a few minutes ago.  i hope they are a stepping stone that will be the turning point in my life.

i just wish i knew when i was about to have an episode.  i mean i have no idea/.  does anyone know how these "charts" work?  i need your support right now cuz i go through the tale spins so fast...

THANKS TO THE ALMIGHTY FATHER I AM DOING MUCH BETTER TODAY

Ok positive posititive and dammit it will stay positive!!!!!!!!!!!!!whats been going on lately. within the last two days has been amazing.  1.  i got a HUGE loan AND grant from the federal govt. ...

feeling a tad better. saw my psychologist talk ed about working on PTSD stuff.  these are bottled up feelings so deep inside.  it will really be intense.  but i will make it dammit! i will...

written at 330 am on sunday September 9 Though I my worries are few I still feel so blue.My past was not a blast.Ive hurt and felt like dirt.But ive made it with my own shirt.I wish I could say the...

well sometimes they say your life can cahange at the drop of a hat.  and i think mine just did.went to folks and they had  "THE talk with me.  they told me how things just arnt working here in az...

here i am posting poems... this ones about letting go of the past and looking onward.  something i seem to struggle with.Full of pain about to go insane. Just to fast cant seem to let go of the...

hmm... time to write yet another journal entry.  ok so today was no big deal.  got ready for work went to worked .see no biggy.  then came home and found out some prices to see what  it takes to...

A poem i wrote today.  it reflects how i feel right now...Sitting here in this abyss trying to find what I missThe lights are on but your not here I cant find you anywhere.Oh where oh where have you...

feeling lonely.  this past weekend made me want to cry.  it was hard on me yes for the past two weeks and get no positive "at a girls" was another slap in the face.  In fact my dad and step mom...

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One word xanax.... my pdoc and I decided I needed it.  yeah!!! no more wierd anxiety. Ok so cool had a busy day got alot accomplished.