glorychild

Oh on an additional level... my pdoc appointment is manana.  I keep putting it off(cant afford it.  I'm just fine.) while a week and a half ago after calling him frantic over the weekend Ihe wanted...

Ok so today was rush rush keep busy but no stress.  Yesterday I was high and wanted to get a full time job doing temp work and making $10 per hour.  this meands an 7-3 job daily. Wow ! that wouldve...

They say bad things happen in threes well I sure got my share.  Lets see.  First of all I was paranoid that I was going to run out of my meds and had problems figuring out the role of my insurance...

Today I had an ephinony.  I've always wondered why hearing someone call my name would cause me to have a panic attack.  Also everytime I went in I changed my name.  I didnt identify with myself! ...

Today is triumgh day!  I set out two get two things well three actually they included the following:  getting perscription covered with my private p doc, finding part time work , and registering at...

Feeling well ...out of it today.  see disscussion posts.  see my pdoc on Thursday.  angry at my life at present

well doing okay I got a job at craker barrel in the gift store.  for those of you that dont know it is an old fashion great home cooking like grandmas food.  I got the job in two days.  Keeping it...

My family is really getting to me.  I had to listen to my stepmoms brothers wife tell me that until the child can take care of themselves ie pay there own bills, and be comletly responsible for...

Not too bad of a day today.  Thats because I stayed busy.  Got a battery for my car, paid the rent went to the pharmacy, went to KHoles(shopping for step mom) ate, went grocery shopping and now...

Just another "blah" day.  did a few things in the am.  found a counselor, got my hs transcripts mailed to my college.  ATE Ate Ate.  Ive found I do this alot during the day when I'm really...

TOday?  Blah blah blah. got some chinese, relaxing .no mood swings .just a menial day.

I sit here and write poetry.  poetry? me ?  It is awesome to get the words that are in my head get down on paper. 

Oh God take my sorrow take my pain turn it into all and explain This life has taken its toll but don’t let it go I can see there is a light after this fightIts rays are beautiful and bright For...

much better today.  an excellent job offer has founds its way into my life.  Please pray that i will get it.  you see i only get social security disability.  you see every three months i go into...

Well its 1:30 am and I cant sleep worth a damn....can someone say "manic"  I still have all the signs even though im out of the hospital.  I just take my meds as perscribed.  But when you cant...