A poem i wrote today.  it reflects how i feel right now...Sitting here in this abyss trying to find what I missThe lights are on but your not here I cant find you anywhere.Oh where oh where have you gone?I cant find you all alone but I wont worry cuz im full grown.I know I know I’m loved but does that take the pain away? No! I rather bleed then to know you’ll never be here to free me from a pain inside that yearns oh yes learns to be alive So I just sigh I wish I had it all just wish for what I needAnd in too shall be given as well as we are in heaven.