glorychild

TuesdayWell all of a sudden my mood did a flip-flop and i felt happy. went to work and then went to albertsons did all that i needed to there then to my dads for dinner and did laundry. Why on earth...

3-5-07 I always said "If I had a house I'd keep it clean....well i do now and is it clean? NO! I had "plans " to clean this weekend but Monday comes and really nothings done. dishes not watched,...

Sunday 3-4-07Life is good, got my job, house, dog and me. waiting waiting for more. soooo want to be married. What else? Oh a little baby that looks exactly like me. In Gods time I know. When...

02-25-07 9:00pmwow! its been a little while since i wrote any thoughts down. Its sunday night. I have a job now im working in an elementery school in 1st grade. work is good people are nice. i...

Im trying to get out of the funk. I want to soooooo bad and cant wait for things to break loose. I feel like if i clean my house for instance, who am i impressessing, i like being lazy not moving...

2-17-07 I couldnt sleep tonight...i tried to but just couldnt....at 4:00am it occured to me why. see my mom died 30 years ago yesterday. I so wish my momma was in my life to share my, dreams, fears...

2/14/07 Well another day go by......didnt do much today....ate slept computer, and tv ...all in that order. my doc said my thyroid is normal. But how can this be when my psych said it is at a...

2-13-07Life has been good these last 3 months. All is well Im healthy waiting on a job. I count my blessings everyday. You guys are sooooo awesome and your soooo going to be okay. I feel that...

i was seeing someone for a couple months and we broke out before valentine day....kinda sucks but hey! my life is great.....still looking for work but im alive and the sunshine is shing down on me. ...

i want to write i want to write everything down...all the pain all the memories of him....my endless hospital stays. just break down take it one step at a time and remember. remember being on a...

2/7/06okay heres the deal. i could either get up get myself together and go to A....a support group for those with emotional problems. but it starts in 15 minutes not gonna happen....hmmm B....i...

Okay time for seep. got my house all cleaned up. yay! i accomplished it. went out with family and friends for dinner. As long as i stay very busy i dont get depressed. but staying round the...

feeling pretty good....guess the lithium kicked in for tday? trying to get the energy to clean up this house. well see just how much gets accomplished today.

well 10:00 here on the prarie...and time for bed...lol ok day. got a job, took my puppy to the pet store for his one year birthday. he's happy. I dont know maybe I have it all but just dont realise...

Why is everyone at my age married and have 2 or more children. I would love to be or maybe i value my endless amounts of freetime? Oh sheesh i know i will someday or better be. Who here is not...