Anxiety and depression are quite a combo to deal with and to me it sounds like you're doing fine. My feeling is that if we think about doing something then we are dealing with the accomplishment, even if it's delayed. I also try to set reasonable goals, such as accepting that I may lack motivation and realizing that there's a difference between cluttered space and unhealthy space, like a peanut butter and jelly sandwich under my pillow.
You are not alone.

I agree with tommy sweetie... It sounds like you're doing all you can to help yourself and unfortunately it takes some time to get back into an even keel....

It's great to see ya back though!!....I hope you'll start to feel better soon....x

Hello Hanna !

Take care
((HUGS))

Anxiety and depression can keep you down. I can only offer advice from my therapist. If you dont feel like doing something do it anyway. Remember feelings are just feelings. We dont have to let them rule us.

I have a huge collection of books on how to do stuff that I don't do! I'm really good at getting all the supplies and not doing anything with them. (Aside: onthe right of my screen was a picture of Shakeel O Neall with something on his head that looked like a Snoop Doggy apparatus and it said How many celebrities cant go to sleep without a crap? It was hilarious looking)..But back to our horrible problems.. I am just not going to keep myself so paranoid that I won't say anything anymore. No one cares about or thinks about me anyway, so who cares. Not that no one cares about you...you seem like a most loveable person who is just on the wrong foot today. I do not have advice, just commiseration.

gneea, it sounds like you're terribly depressed. I get the big depression wtih anger and irritabillity too. It sucks.
Please talk to you pdoc, maybe a change of meds is in order.
Sometime...if I get a mood swing all of a sudden, say within 30 minutes, I take a nap. I know it sounds lame, but when I wake up I'm ok. Don't know why this works for me but it does. Give it a whirl.
In the meantime, please call your doc. You don't need to feel this way.

Don't give up! Sometimes in life, we accept things we should change, and try to change things we accept...

This level of depression - I agree with Dobiedots - don't accept it, its a fight, life is not easy for the majority of people, at least our stuggle has a name....

Good to see you woman! (((BIG HUG))) you are not alone...

You may take many medications but they may not be the right ones.. check in with your pdoc for a consult to determine if there is something you can do... I find I procrastinate and eventually get things done.. baby steps.. even setting one goal per day and achieving that would be a start.. reward yourself when you complete a task.. it's not easy doing things when you are fighting anxiety and depression.. I hope you feel better soon... ((hugs)) polar