WHO I AM!
I'm ashamed of myself...Both for trying to change DS andtrying to share some suuprt But I'm more hurt that Ive been a member for almost 2 years and nobody believs me. ... I'm am so scared right now because I feel like I have no one. All this time I'm being told that I can find support in DS...I have never thought about suiced until I met this person, talking to her for a few days brought it out of me. I should have been able to see what she was doing to me. I have batteled depression for too long. but i was strong. and now im dying on the inside. i have lost any sense of worth. all I feel like doing is curling up in a ball and crying. Nobody remembers who I am. Nobody remebers when I dropped out of college... When I finally went back. nobody remembers my poetry... OR MY RIDDLES.... nobody remembers all the hugs i gave...both randomly or for support... or what about my abusive EX boyfriend?I'm invisible... Then whats the point of living?
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You shouldn\'t feel ashamed. (((HUGS))) I\'ve noticed all the hugs you sent on those posts that asked.Since I\'m still sorta new, I don\'t know much but what i\'ve seen. You may be quiet in a way, but i notice what you do. Please hang in. you do have friends here. (((HUGS)))
hi, we dont talk or anything, but i read all your riddles and effing love them. so dont apologize. youre really great, now realize it.
I\'m so sorry someone made you feel this way - that is so unfair! You are a very sweet friend and I know I\'m blessed to have you on my friend list. Please know that there are many people who care and many reasons for you to live. Down with the jerk-off that made you feel this way! Hugs, Angel