I woke up first when my wife's alarm went off at 5:00 am, then finally got up at 6:30 am. My first thought was that I am worthless, and then that I am once again suffering from low self-esteem, because I'm not working, I've got no where to go, blah, blah, blah repeted ad nausium (I think that's the well you spell it) as usual. Except THIS morning. The "Ding!" this time, and the "positive"notation, is because that I know what is causing it, and I now know how to "fix" it. I won't go into that; bad luck, karma, and I don't need any invalidation. What I need is practice. Synchronicity is an amazing phenomenon. Considering how I woke up, and how quickly I changed my mood; I feel great! It even approaches optimism!